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the pain lasts nearly that long.
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Monday, June 8, 2009, 7:59 PM
things aren't going on welli really hate it when it happens
and i only get to enjoy for a short term
i feel stupid lazy and heckcare attitude
cause i haven't done any of my hw
and told mum i wanted to change over a new leaf
i keep telling her this
and prove for awhile only
and she always is giving me chance
makes me think how much she trusts me
i get pissed with her for the smallest issues
but expect her to forgive me all the time
seems all selfish uh
i don't want to continue this
she's not doing well in her bussiness life either
and here i am scraping every single cent from her
i feel mean
confirm i am going to burn in hell ):
i don't know how to become a good girl
its hard
especially when you have been really a bad one
and influences are consistent
acedamically
i haven't acheived much
primary 5 - all a's
primary 6 - agg 199
would you expect a A student to get below 200
i did cause of maple
quitted long long ago
sec 1 - second over all
sec 2- first over all
sec 3- eleventh in class
if i have failed just two subjects
i would have failed over all percentage
would you expect a potential a's student to land to 11th position
cause i was having too much fun with not really good friends
during sec 2 nov,dec holidays and t1 and t2
which resulted in lose interest in studies
i really don't know whats wrong with me
i know i got potential
yet i am not using it wisely
i not proud at all
just ashamed
i don't want to slog my carrer life
i guess somethings i typed would really go into my brain
cause im not taking to easier way out
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it has been like only 1 week and 4 days of holidays
it some how feels wrong
not seeing yapzy, sharzy and 3d3 and sophia,fonda,raghini and ahpeh,vivian,vania and vhengzx
i have meeting gloia pwncess and yanyan
but still miss them okay
not like you get to see familar faces on a everyday basis
my beautiful guys aren't out yet
missing them too
my fault lah okay
i accept it
dear sharshar,
me miss you so much
cannot be calculated like that okay
i miss the times of
lulu-ness
dancing back of ng during pe
like only really have known you for 6 months
you are like one of the peron i can trust in the god damn earth
tell you almost everything
yapzy you also lah okay
guess its not gna be the same in t3
cause we have fullyconcentrate in studies
i am worried for you, your future
i know what your mama does is for your best
but she hates us now
its okay all parents like that
undertstadable
hehe you see i understand you
want to talke talk more
see see more
and touch touch more
your bun backside is so loved (:
i don't know what else to write
like a essay alrd
i tell you better love
cause i love (:
dear beautiful guys,
i don't know what to say okay
i am sorry for eveything
basically everything
even thou i did nothing
i fell guilty
i don't know why
hope you understand me like you always do
dear spammer,
you get your bloddy facts before
talking shit here
i did not steal anyone's bf okay
and my friends don't suck cause
they ain't fucking childish like you
to spam other people's blogs
with the shit load of free time to spare
got alot of time
go play mahjong
not with me
hope my words go into your tweeny weeny brain
ps : i think this is like my longest wordy post
Labels: i miss yapzy